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November 06 Divorce 伤害I was once told, and had also read in several articles,
how much damage divorce can occur to the kids.
Not necessary the split, but the fight that builds up to the Final day.
That all hell breaks lose, and they finally became rational and said:
Enough, lets divorce. and get those paper ready.
I always thought i am cool and ok about
my whole parents being unhappy situation.
I am, like those charcater in article that says
some kids actually support divroce just to end the fights at home.
Especially when parents are not mature enough to fight in room,
but out loud.
I was invovled in stopping dad from hitting mom once,
his face so full of hatred, anger, so distorted.
At that moment,
I was equally angry,but
I was pretty scared he would hit me too.
But what I didnt expect is how,
after almost one year,
that image still so clear in my head.
gives me the chill.
When I think of him, I cant picture any fatherly love.
I just thought of that distorted face.
That fear that strike me.
And then when I realise the person I stood up for,
was actually manipulating my emotion in her own way,
I guess I am confused.
Am I scared of my dad impulsive anger?
Or am I scarred from the truth twisted by my mom?
Maybe being the youngest is not the victim,
maybe the eldest is also not so much affected,
but the one in between.
Who had been such a fool,
torn between two person, whom suppose to be my parents.
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